Date: 2018-03-07 09:48
“I struggle between what I know is right in my own mind, and some warped truthfulness as seen through other people's eyes who have no heart and can't see the difference anyway. I saw Apocalypse Now at the cinema. I couldn't take me eyes away from the screen. on the record, there's Marlon Brando reading The Hollow Men, the struggle between man's conscience and his heart until things go too far, get out of hand and can never be repaired. Is everything so worthless in the end? Is there any more? what lies beyond? what is left to carry on?”
Letter from Ian Curtis to Annik Honoré
Existence. Well, what does it matter? I exist on the best terms I can. The past is now part of my future, the present is well out of hand. Heart and soul, one will burn.
I never asked to be the way I am
I never wanted my life to be like this.
but I suppose there is no reason to complain
Who am I going to complain about?
The only difference between them is that death is very easy and I always have a so that there is no disagreement I want to get up, some day, before noon. I want to punch myself until I'm bored. I want to see the desert safely, from inside my car with air conditioning.
I'll have another shot!
start to be afraid of me, so you don't understand,
i'm hanging on the edge but you won't reach for my hand,
if we came face to face
you would see no difference between you and me, we are the same.